My My My....How Long?

Wow, its been almost a year since I wrote in my blog...Not many read it but it  still gives me comfort to share my thoughts, and experiences on here....but I can't believe its been almost a year since I have...

Well, I am trying to start "fresh" I am so tired of having negative things happen to me in my life (not they that stopped) and talking about it in my blog and my journals. So what I did with my journals is throw them all away....I know - I know- your probably saying
"what the Hell"? , those are my thoughts and feelings since I started in 2001....I went through them and each Journal is dedicated to my daughter to have after I go...Why do I want her to know how much it hurt when my parents died? she was there, she knew. Or why do I want her to know how much I was hurt by Alvaro? She was there also...Cassandra and I are close as can be and I don't want to leave her journals of hurt, anger and sadness...I have started another journal and I call it "My New Journey"...This will be for Cassandra but it will have happy thoughts, some sad thoughts, meaningful sayings, etc. It will still be a journal that I share my thoughts and actions but it won't be one that will show SO MUCH negativity. Do I want my daughter and Grandson to remember "Gigi" that way? No...... I am going to really think about what I am putting in my Journal from now on..I will make sure I think it thru before I write it...so far so good. I started this back in February of this year and I am really loving it...Its not full of anger and hurt anymore...Of course I will have an occasional "bad day" in the book, but just not so many as I did in the other Journals...I think I was only writing my bad days for awhile there...Bad things are still going to happen, they happen to all of us. But I want to start enjoying the "Good Things" in life...and writing them down for Cassandra and Ayden to see...I want it to be a Journal (s) of Love...to be passed down to the ones I  love.......

Is it ever going to end?

O.K...how long does a bad luck streak last? One year? 2 Years? enough is    enough. I think its time for a streak of good luck here .., isn't it?    

            It's just one dam thing or another with my life lately!!!


         ( Anyone who really knows me knows whats been going on...)

   I am not a complainer, I don't walk around saying  "Poor Me" I just want some Good  News once and awhile, is that too much to ask? It doesn't even have to be Good News about me...just Good News !!!!!   Please?????

New Season- DWTS

Well My Favorite show is back on the air, "Dancing with the Stars" here is the Line up

What do you think? I am not so sure yet, it's not the best I ever saw but one good thing is there are no "Pro's" here from what I can see. Brandy, maybe but she is defiantly more of a singer and actress than a Dancer ( I think) and then the other one could be Jennifer Gray..Now we all remember a little movie she was in called "Dirty Dancing"......

a...yeh...also her dad is the famous dancer and singer "Joel Gray"  So she could be a good contender ...but she is also not that popular. I don't know anything about the girl "Choo"? or the girl from the show "The Hills" I never saw either of them. Florence Henderson I think will be good but she won't last...Bristol Paulin??? I have no idea... and the Men..no idea. I think Hassaloff my be good (but not Great)if he can stay sober and stop talking enough to judge..LOL..

I am happy its starting so I have something to look forward to because right now all I want to do is work, go home, eat dinner and crawl under my covers watching TV because I have no energy these days for anything else...physically and mentally!