My parents would have melted..........

I was looking at a few photo's last night and I came up on this one of Ayden, it is just the cutest picture we have. It was a professional picture taken at the Day care so I had to take a picture of the picture in order to put it on my blog and no matter how many times I tried that white light just came into the picture. I ended up just leaving it there. I know the technical reason it was there but both Cassandra and I believe it's the light of my parents shinning through him. I know they would have melted with this little guy. I saw home much they loved all there Grandchilden and I see how much they are missed since there gone. Ayden loves looking at photos of them so I truly believe this is there light shining on Ayden. If you look at it really well you can see why I think this.

Too Long

Wow, it's been almost a Month since I wrote on my blog, time really does fly!

Life is about the same from when I wrote about a month ago. I have had a few issues with my

"Temporary" job. I say temporary because I don't plan on staying there, it will kill me. I already have blown up from the stress of loosing my job and then getting a job like I have. It's money right? I will do just about anything to keep my house and right now it's working there.

My Grandson Ayden is getting bigger by the day as you can see from the photo, he brings me joy everyday and yes sometimes Headaches as well but not as much as JOY! Cassandra is on her way to Graduating in fact she is going today at 3:00pm to talk about Graduation ceremony and how it all works. Cass has worked so hard for this and I can't wait until she is done. Yes, I am glad because I won't have to watch Ayden so much but it's all been worth it to see the joy in Cassandra's face when she talks about it. I am very proud of her and this has also matured her in so many ways.

So I hope some things change for me in my life but for now they are quiet and I guess that is a "Good Thing" but I need to be happy with my job and I'm not. This is a first for me, I have had only two jobs my whole life and I loved them both so it's really been an "Eye opening" experience.

I Miss my job so much, nobody really knows how much. I still talk to some of them but it's not the same I can feel the "Separation" Happening these days. Marcela is the only one who gives it to me "Straight" and I appreciate her for that. As far as everyone else they just go through the motions I guess. My life is so different from this time 1 year ago, last week would have been 14 years for me...what a Waste!

My alias "Gigi"

Attached is a photo of my Gigi pillow. It was a unique gift from my brother Matthew. He found it at a little shop in NJ. It goes perfect with my Bedroom. The words on the pillow are as follows in case you can't see: Dear Gigi, You really mean a lot to us much more than words can tell. It's fun just being around you because you do everything so well. Always warm and understanding, you are a treasure rare, No wonder we feel so secure when ever your there. GiGi we really do love you. For all the wonderful times we've shared and it takes no special day to let you know we care". So, how nice is that. I am very proud of being Gigi. Almost everyone calls me Gigi, the whole daycare calls me Gigi. So, this gift was wonderful, Matt did good.

My Brother left yesterday from his annual visit, we all had such a good time and it's always sad when he leaves.This time Ayden got really attached to Matt, in fact Ayden says "Matthew is his brother, not mine" Ayden says I have to go find another brother", so yes Matthew made a good impression on Ayden which is very nice to see.