Wow, it's been almost a Month since I wrote on my blog, time really does fly!
Life is about the same from when I wrote about a month ago. I have had a few issues with my
"Temporary" job. I say temporary because I don't plan on staying there, it will kill me. I already have blown up from the stress of loosing my job and then getting a job like I have. It's money right? I will do just about anything to keep my house and right now it's working there.
My Grandson Ayden is getting bigger by the day as you can see from the photo, he brings me joy everyday and yes sometimes Headaches as well but not as much as JOY! Cassandra is on her way to Graduating in fact she is going today at 3:00pm to talk about Graduation ceremony and how it all works. Cass has worked so hard for this and I can't wait until she is done. Yes, I am glad because I won't have to watch Ayden so much but it's all been worth it to see the joy in Cassandra's face when she talks about it. I am very proud of her and this has also matured her in so many ways.
So I hope some things change for me in my life but for now they are quiet and I guess that is a "Good Thing" but I need to be happy with my job and I'm not. This is a first for me, I have had only two jobs my whole life and I loved them both so it's really been an "Eye opening" experience.
I Miss my job so much, nobody really knows how much. I still talk to some of them but it's not the same I can feel the "Separation" Happening these days. Marcela is the only one who gives it to me "Straight" and I appreciate her for that. As far as everyone else they just go through the motions I guess. My life is so different from this time 1 year ago, last week would have been 14 years for me...what a Waste!
1 comment:
This whole experience has been like a death for you and you need to go through each step of the grieving process. I can't believe last week would've been 14 years. That day must have been very difficult for you. I think you are doing so much better and I am very proud of you. No one walks in our shoes so they don't really know what we feel. Only we know that which is why we need to be our number one and take care of ourself.
I love the piece on your sidebar about Life. It is so true.
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