Long time...............

So it's been awhile.........I am feeling MUCH better since my last post. Everything is the same, no changes. I am still waiting for resolution on my house. I am still fighting to stay above water with bills and money issues and so far so good, every thing is up to date and on time (well almost..LOL)

Today my Daughter and Grandson are going off to Disney...): I was suppose to be the one that took Ayden on his first trip to Disney..BUT ..I can't, so Lance her boyfriend will be going with them. It was something she had planned on short notice to meet up with a friend from NJ there and they wanted to treat Ayden to Disney for a day so Cassandra could not refuse....Unfortunately the time was bad at work for me to go, and believe I am lucky to have a job here so I would never even question it, work has to come first in this situation..sad..but true, My daughter feels horrible and promised that we will take a trip in July or August with just the 3 of us, Cass, Ayden and Me but I won't believe it until I see it. It's just that time gets away from us and when we least expect it , the time has passed. I am giving them Money so that Ayden can get what he wants at the gift shops because that is what I would have done if I was there so at least he will have that...But I won't get to see his face when he sees Mickey,Goofy, etc. I won't get to see him race the "Lightening McQueen" car from his favorite Movie...I will have to wait and see the videos/photos...So, hopefully one day I will go with him but it just won't be the same as his First Time....

Sad..):

Being Sick is not what it use to be.....

Well as you may know I have been out sick for just about 2 weeks now and I am back as of Today! Happy to be back in the "Swing" of things but being out sick this time is not what I am use to...How? Well, first of all I have never been out 2 weeks for the flu/Bronchitis in my life...a couple of days yes, but 2 weeks NO WAY! It was really strange for me but I  honestly did not have the strength to do anything, so I guess my age is really starting to show? It is very hard to admit that, but it's true!

The other reason is my work...I am so use to returning to work and seeing that "They just can't go on without me"..LOL..Well not anymore, in fact I came back to see what had been done WHILE I was out, alot!! I know that NOT ONE PERSON is "Secure" in their job these days.I saw that at my old job, so many people were let go there that we all thought would never be let go, but they were.. I have learned that ANYONE can be replaced, including me...LOL ..but it is never easy to see how easy it is to be replaced.

Times are different now, jobs are different, people are different and I guess I have to get on the "Roller Coaster" if I plan on staying around here for awhile. It's just been hard these past 2 years with so many changes.

So, I hope one day I can be comfortable with myself again and feel like I am really "Needed" and if I don't I need to "Deal with it" because I am not getting any younger...LOL. As I said before, things are not what they were years ago, especially in the work place.Times are changing and we just have to learn to "Go with the flow I guess"

DWTS...is not what it should be this time....

                            

As you know I enjoy watching DWTS when it's on but this season's isnt very good. All the "Drama" is still there and the conterversy and talk is there but for me having a "Pro" as one of the contestants is not fun or exciting at all. They have had "Pro's" on before but this time having Nicole from the Pussycat Dolls is so bad you just don't want to watch. It's a competition, and with her and Derek there is no competition...and Nicole knows it. She is not even playing it down. She did cry last week saying "She just couldnt get it" well boo hoo when she danced it never showed that she didnt "Get it"....I hate to say this but I hope she is voted off, it is not entertaining at all.... ABC should have thought this one through.....

Speaking of ABC they are so using Kate Gosselin...she is a big "Pull" for the show. They  know the longer they have her on the longer viewers will watch...(alot of the Kate haters as well)..She does have alot of followers...How do I know they are using her? Kate is always "Dead Last" for dancing and that is not how it works..Normally if you Dance last they start to put you back up the line to be first, not Kate. So far you MUST watch the whole show if you want to see Kate and Tony Dance...Shame on ABC....I don't think it's right..But then again what do I know? This could be in her Contract...LOL...you know how Hollywood words....I guess it is good for Kate as well because from what I hear she gets $75,000.00 every week that she dances and once she is kicked off that is it for the $$$ until the last show of the season....But she has the last laugh I guess because by far "Kate don't Dance" and she is still being allowed to come back every week.