Long time...............

So it's been awhile.........I am feeling MUCH better since my last post. Everything is the same, no changes. I am still waiting for resolution on my house. I am still fighting to stay above water with bills and money issues and so far so good, every thing is up to date and on time (well almost..LOL)

Today my Daughter and Grandson are going off to Disney...): I was suppose to be the one that took Ayden on his first trip to Disney..BUT ..I can't, so Lance her boyfriend will be going with them. It was something she had planned on short notice to meet up with a friend from NJ there and they wanted to treat Ayden to Disney for a day so Cassandra could not refuse....Unfortunately the time was bad at work for me to go, and believe I am lucky to have a job here so I would never even question it, work has to come first in this situation..sad..but true, My daughter feels horrible and promised that we will take a trip in July or August with just the 3 of us, Cass, Ayden and Me but I won't believe it until I see it. It's just that time gets away from us and when we least expect it , the time has passed. I am giving them Money so that Ayden can get what he wants at the gift shops because that is what I would have done if I was there so at least he will have that...But I won't get to see his face when he sees Mickey,Goofy, etc. I won't get to see him race the "Lightening McQueen" car from his favorite Movie...I will have to wait and see the videos/photos...So, hopefully one day I will go with him but it just won't be the same as his First Time....

Sad..):