Well I turned 50 yesterday, February 10Th and to me it was just another Birthday. I don't feel any different. But the 4oth didn't bother me either. Maybe turning 60 might bother me a little but not to much. 
When Cassandra was little I use to think "Well when she turns 20 years old I will be 41 years of age where will I be?" I thought like that on every Birthday she had. I never would have thought the way we are now. I expected her to be either Married or having a Great career of some kind, but that is what every single mother in the world thinks of their daughters, it is true!. I have very happy with the way things are as I turn 50. The only one problem is me being out of work, but otherwise it's a good life. Cassandra has come a very long way since she had Ayden, in fact she showed me how far she has come by giving me a wonderful 50th Birthday, with the party, gifts and Dinner on my real Birthday. I never thought I would see this, my daughter seems to have matured..FINALLY! I always took care of everything for Cassandra so alot of this was my fault. I should have given her more responsible when she was younger, but I would not have changed a thing. I am happy with her, Ayden and my life. Once I find out "Where I should be" in the job market I think things will get better.
I also don't feel 5o physically. My girlfriend Resa was showing her age at 40, you know everything ached, everything was "Too much" for her age. But I really believe "You are how you feel" and I am not going to grow older than I am.....Yes, I and as long as I am happy with it nothing or no one else matters.wish I could be a "Skinny Minnie" or have a younger looking face but I am what I am
The best part of my 50th was my party that Cassandra threw for me, I had alot of good friends come and I received a bunch of beautiful gifts and I am sharing just a few with you below..
Here is the beautiful bouquet of flowers I received from AnneFlowers always make you feel good!
These are 2 gifts I received from Joyce, the "K" was handmade by Joyce
This is a gorgeous Handmade Irish Shawl given to me by my Brother Matt.
1 comment:
happy belated birthday.
your party was very fun. and that was the first surprise birthday pary i've ever been to! thank you for having us, it was very fun. ayden is so adorable. he has gotten so big, he's such a little boy.
hope you have a great weekend!:)
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