Back to the swing of things......

I have to say how nice I feel now that I am getting back into the "Swing" of things. I am up early and I am out the door by 7:20am and sometimes earlier to get Ayden to School and myself to work before 8:00am. I have more energy and less stress now. I know I will eventually have my days because everyone does but I am happy to start having "Good" days because they were few and far between before. I am also happy to be talking to my previous co-workers and not feel like they feel sorry for me, they just talk to me because they want to, which is really nice! Some won't and that's o.k, like I have said before it wasn't meant to be and they were never really a co-worker/friend that means anything to me.

So, so far so good and I can't wait to see what "New" things will come my way....Always remember ..FAITH....FAITH...FAITH...it will always keep you going!

Twitter verses Facebook....

I am now going to drive myself crazy. I am now addicted to "Twitter" as well as Facebook. I didn't think I would but now that Joyce and Cassandra have showed me how it works (Well some of it) I can not stop going on the website. Thank goodness I can't go on during the day because I spend enough time on it at night.... Which one is better? for me it's face book because I know how it all works. I am having fun with both sites, I can't wait to see what more this twitter has to offer.....

I have to talk to a few more people about using Twitter and see what kind of people I can follow or to follow me.....here we go again!!

My New Journey has begun...............

Well today I started my new position at All About Staffing and working with my good friend Joyce. What a difference, Wow! It was only the first day but for me that is all it takes. I have had only 2 jobs in my life and both felt like I did today so I know I am going to be O.K.

Why is it going to be better? 1st of all Joyce is my boss, but she sees us as a team which makes me respect her even more. There is no competition on who is doing more work? or who is liked better by the boss or who is the most popular in the Hospital? or "This one doesn't like me and that one hates me, etc. 2Nd of all Joyce is who she has always been to me, and I feel I can be the same way with her. There are just so many reasons why this will be better for me. I also feel that my stress level will be so much lower. I use to leave my old job in only 2 ways, stressed or upset. No in between. As far as my co-workers, yes I will miss them. I don't know if we are always going to stay in touch but if we do then I know we are friends and if we drift away then I know we weren't. For me I wore my heart on my shoulders so everyone in H.R Knew if I was upset, angry or happy and excepted me for that. I felt the same about them but some where down the line things changed, we changed.

I also started to add Church back into my routine as of this past Sunday, Father's Day. I felt it was a special Day so it would be a good day to start. Before Ayden this was already in my weekly routine and I never thought twice about it because that is who I was, now I want that part of me back. I never left my faith I still did my prayers when needed and sometimes when not needed.

So as I go on my journey my goal will be to find more peace in my life. I want to keep going and learn how to be "Me" again because I think I have lost myself in the past few years... so stay tuned....... P.S another part of this Journey will be to do my blog more frequently..

New Journey.....

Well I will be starting a new journey in my life in a couple of weeks. I have been offered a job to work for a Staffing Company and best of all I will be working with a friend, Joyce. The job itself will also be very good for me because I know I will learn so much more.

Life is all about change I am told but its also a scary part of life. What is scary about life changes? the unknown! Not knowing if I am a good fit, not knowing what is expected of me.

Not knowing how this will all work out.. I am confident that with this job I will be alot happier.

It's going to be Joyce and I, not alot of woman all trying to be number #1. That is what my last

job was all about, including me. I won't lie. Everyone wants to be number #1. In fact I know I was number #1 for many years with my boss but then things change, jealous people come along and didn't like me for that so trouble started to brew which made me very defensive and unhappy. Once that happens you need to move on because it won't get better, it just won't I lived it. I really want to go back to the person I was, hard worker, nice., courteous and not walking around with a chip on my shoulder. Joyce is a very positive person and I truly hope that rubs off on me. In my old office the people were great (Some) and I use to love going to work. Then as I said different people came along mostly ones that didn't like me for one reason or another.

I so much enjoyed having a interview that lasted an hour and they saw me for who I am. They loved my resume and they could see from my resume that I was over qualified for the position I am taking which really made me feel great. I am very proud of my work ethics, very proud and that is something my old job couldn't take away from me....

So, I am taking a new Journey soon and I hope this journey takes me to do many wonderful things, also to grow more and learn more and just be happy to go to work again. I miss that feeling and I know that feeling will come again.