Hard Weekend

Well, I am sure you know how hard this weekend was for me...it was !!! Each day will get better I know that but I am trying to put my mind on "Getting on with it" meaning "Move on Karen" because I have to. What is done is done and Cassandra is 28 years old and I am 51 years old and this needed to happen one day so now is the time. Thinking about it now I realize I have never really lived alone. In the past 30 years almost I have lived with Cassandra and before that my parents and for a little while I lived with my BFF Anne in NJ.

So this is a whole new experience for me. Thank God for my little Bailey who is by my side 24/7 when I am home. I don't know what I would do with out him...I love that little dog to death! I felt so bad for him because he adored Cassandra as much as he does me and Cassandra was his 2nd place to go when I am not around. Every morning when I left Bailey went running into Cassandra's room to be with her. Not Ayden but Cassandra. Cassandra works but she works more in the afternoon and evenings so she was always home in the Mornings and sometimes until 3-4pm so he was spoiled in the way he always had someone at home for most of the day. BUT now he is going to be alone from 7:30am until maybe after 5:00pm depending on when I get out. I told Cassandra to visit him once in a while but you know how that goes..LOL
Out of site out of mind....LOL.. She loves Bailey also but she is not going to change her ways for him...LOL.

So that is the story FOR NOW..