What to say?????????????

I just have rack my brain to see what I could write about since my last blog, which at least 2 weeks ago and I can't think of a thing to say. I have a daily regimen of getting up, getting Ayden
ready for school, coming home and making more coffee (Unless I treat myself to Starbucks). After that I more or less get on the computer for the day, looking up jobs, answering emails, etc.

I have taken a day or two off to go to the movies like I did Friday because it is driving me crazy to sit around worrying about where my next paycheck is going to come from.

I did have a interview on Thursday with a company affiliated with my old one but it is a drive. They said they would make a decision by the end of the week which was yesterday. I am just thinking that they are waiting until Monday, right? I did have another company call me which I called back and they called back when I was at the movie on Friday, so we are playing phone tag.

But really I am just bored, I am so not the "Stay at home Mom" I just can't do it. I am turning 50 this year and I always thought I would be celebrating that with my co-workers at JFK but that is not going to happen. I do not have a hard time turning 50, it doesn't bother me, what bothers me is turning 50 and not having a job, that scares me.'

I have to have faith that there is a reason for everything that is happening and I have to have faith that God will show me the way. I just pray it's soon...

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